Refer to this thread for the first 11 pages…If you want to.
It’s really starting to not be fun anymore. I wish the word “fun” were replaced with the word “difficult,” but…no.
It’s almost as if I just don’t want to stop anymore and these rules are a bunch of nonsense. At least the sexual ones. Well no…no…Just this one. This one and having a gay relationship. (I mentioned in the last thing everything about the gay relationships, how I wouldn’t have sex with another man, or anybody, but would just like some kind of something between a friendship and a romantic relationship…just not quite sexual.) Pornography - That is just awful. Anyone who looks at men or women in sexual manners just to satisfy their own desires…is sick. Same with premarital sex. Can’t you guys wait?
I can’t see doing this forever, because I might explode. Maybe if I was older…But 17? That’s just a really bad, hard time to stop. Even though I have for 28 days now.
I went until Christmas. So that’s good I guess.
I just can’t get past the fact that if I actually did fall one of these days…And I just happened to die in my sleep that night…then I’d go to Hell.
And furthermore…I can’t get past the fact how many people are going to Hell! It just doesn’t make sense! Every non-Catholic, every Atheist, everyone who gets married then divorced and remarried, every man or woman who pursues a gay lifestyle, every…masturbater…who fails to repent before they die…(And the list goes on!)…All going into the fire pit! And these are only based on sexual (ish) sins…
And I have to think to myself…Is God really that harsh?
How closely do you think God binds himself to the actual rules of our faith? Because if he did…It’d seem he’d be awfully lonely up in Heaven.