[Apologies if this is in the wrong forum]
I’ve been thinking it over and was thinking about throwing my computer out. A lifetime of boredom seems like a small price to pay than the current internal turmoil my mind is going through. All in all I need to re-evaluate the direction my life is going in the short-term. Confession is available tomorrow and I’m worried about committing sacrilege (if not committing sin by virtue of JUST being on a computer AT ALL). I know I shouldn’t ask for advice contrary to the wise counsel I’ve been given, but what should somebody do in this situation who’s starting out on their faith journey? I’m almost tempted to despair.