My friend, the burden of proving your argument wrong is non-existent, for you failed to prove your own argument.
The section about time really shouldn’t take too long to read. If you are unwilling to take the time to read it and seek to understand, then I’m afraid any soundbite will also bear no fruit for you.
As you state yourself, you are not a philosopher and don’t understand the language and approach used by great philosophers, nor are you willing to put in the time to read their works. For this reason, perhaps it would be prudent that you avoid the Philosophy section of these forums, lest you bring further confusion upon yourself.
If you truly want to know and understand God, perhaps spend less time trying to convince yourself He does not or cannot exist as He does, and spend more time praying for understanding and consolation.
Build your relationship with Him first, and then perhaps your endeavors to understand Him will be more fruitful and serve to deepen your relationship with Him instead of distance yourself from Him.