You say "doesn’t help that i am surrounded by gorgeous human beings who are also the nicest people ever ".
Indeed it doesn’t.
I may be wrong over here, but someone who can’t accept his or her beauty, can not accept anyone else’s beauty. When it comes to gorgeous human beings, one envies their beauty, when it comes to those who are not enough fortunate to be considered gorgeous by one’s standard is probably resented.
Be careful though. So far in my life I figured out that many people who would be considered gorgeus or maybe popular, or really trying to be any of that, are just shells with nothing inside. The friendships are good as long as everything is alright, no arguments, no life problems.This happened to me way more than once. Now I am happy, because it filtered out many people who were fake friends. And drew closer those that actually were friends.
No matter how you look like, you have a high degree of dignity, just like EVERYONE. What I would suggest you is that you keep the company you’re in, but invite even those who are not popular or gorgeous to hang out with you AND YOUR COMPANY. Hopefully everyone of your current company will accept the new person… But whatever they do, their actions will be the words from the inside. And go on from there.
I like the story how St. Francis of Assisi resented leppers. One day, he realised that… and went and kissed one. He did that because of his problems of being afraid of them and disgusted by them. He ended up serving them throughout his life. He is a huge saint now.
Just my thoughts.