I’m feeling weird & I don’t know why. I don’t know if I lost my faith or what, but, I sure am not on fire anymore. I have asked myself if I still believe in God (AND, I’m pretty sure I do), and if I believe Jesus is His Son (again, I think so), BUT, even as such, I don’t know what I’m having issues with, if it’s the Eucharist or what…I just don’t know what my problem is, but, I’ve somewhre along the way, lost faith, I guess. I just don’t get it anymore. I’ve prayed to God that I follow His Church always, but, for some reason, I’m doubting it. (I’ve though, “Maybe it’s not the Catholic Church” – which would leave Protestant, and the two cults – and, I don’t think I can go along with that.) I’ve wondered if I could go back to athiest, and, I don’t think so.
I don’t know…maybe it’s because I was freaking out about God’s forgiveness & all & this is the result…I don’t know.
I don’t know what I’m not getting, but, I’m asking for all your prayers because I want it back.
P.S. I’m not trolling or anything, but, I am posting this both in Apologetics & The Water Cooler.
Thank you all so much in advance.