No no no. You did not deserve to be abused. No one deserves abuse. Abuse is sin. Sin is against God. When we see abuse we need to fight against it. I am sorry you had no one to support you in that fight against an abuser, who has sole responsibility for their actions.
I pray you will find courage to go through and past your experiences, receiving healing and Christ’s peace. You are a beautiful child of God. Trust in Jesus who loves you so much!