Upset and praying for guidance

I am looking to the heaven’s and asking why. Mh entire life revolves around failure. Everything I try hard for,I either fail or the door closes. Its not that im upset that I failed, im more upset for thinking I can ever make it.
I have sinned in my life and to be honest my life was always surrounded by abuse. If it it wasn’t verbal it was other forms. My own mother told me as a child I would be a disguisting failure. What kind of mother would do that to a 12 year old. The point of my thread is I am asking for God to please send angels down to help me. I am suffering at home, My work has come to a point where I am being harrassed and to be honest Im tired of playing a victim. Im sure people are tired of hearing me and I really just want to achieve what i have tried so hard for. I have tried so very hard to suceed in my work, but yet apparantly i failed. My health even with working out and eating right, still failed. My family life, well in divorce I went and that too failed. My motivation is that God has a reason. My own friends and family turned on me because of the decisions i made to step away from drama for once in my life. God are you up there and listening. Please I am begging for help. Lord have mercy on me a sinner. My debt is bad, my job is bad, my health is terrible and my family life is merely not exhistent, but you see im here right. Looking to you and your angels for a light.

hey, I am praying for you to the Holy Trinity and Mary and all the angels and saints in heaven. when you grow up around abuse it’s really hard to break out of that mindset, because of your perception (abuse actually changes how your brain develops and it takes time for it to heal again later) and because of the wounds created that make us susceptible to spiritual attack, and because we send out signals to attract people that are mean or even have people that are normally nice be mean to us because they are frustrated…it is a vicious cycle. like i have had normal people get extremely angry with me because they liked and cared about me a lot and i couldn’t notice it so my ignoring them hurt them but it was only because i thought i was completely invisible and that no one wanted me to exist or make an impression, which ended up coming off as being mean or indifferent.

i guess what you need is to be open to God’s healing love and He will give you the right kind of self esteem that isn’t based on ego or outer things but in the certainty of God’s immense personal love for you. that is a process and requires a lot of prayer and trust. I suggest you pray the rosary a lot. But the truth is it is better to have been in the darkness and then receive the gift of God’s love than to have always taken it for granted I think. Darkness of being abused and having a hard time letting in love. I think it is hard to accept love because we are afraid it will make us feel out of control, or some people said they loved us and then did evil. But eventually Jesus will show you differently.

Praying for you!

Praying…

Hail Mary…

Our Father…

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Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

Dear one,

May our Lord Jesus Christ come to your aid and heal you spiritually, emotionally, and physically.

Thank you. Yeah years it has taken to get through alot of the emotional abuse and I see what you mean about people that are normally nice being mean. Odd and im doing everything I can to stay above the fire.

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death
Amen.

I love this one…

O Sacred Heart of Jesus, we place our trust in Thee.
Whatever may befall us, Lord, though dark the hour may be,
In all our woes, in all our joys, though naught but grief we see,
Oh Sacred Heart of Jesus, we place our trust in Thee. Amen

God bless you, may he let his face shine upon you and may you feel his love and mercy all the days of your life. Amen

Jesus Help me.
In every need let me come to you
with a humble trust saying,
Jesus help me.

In all my doubts,
perplexities and temptations,
Jesus help me.

In hours of loneliness,
weariness and trials,
Jesus help me.

In failure of my plans and hopes,
in disappointments,
troubles and sorrows,
Jesus help me.

When others fail me
and your grace alone can assist me,
Jesus help me.

When I throw myself on your tender love,
as my Lord and Saviour,
Jesus help me.

When my heart is cast down by failure
at seeing no good coming from my efforts,
Jesus help me.

When I am ill and my head and hands cannot work
and I am lonely,
Jesus help me.

Always, always, in spite of weariness,
falls and shortcomings of every kind,
Jesus help me and never forsake me.

Almighty Lord,
before you I come with all my faith,
begging you for comfort in my difficulties.
Do not forsake me, my Lord.
Open your doors,
that your almighty arms will open and close
as you design to give that tranquility that I so desire.

Oh my God!
Receive my supplication from a wounded heart
that is always fighting for me
with your Divine power.
Never let me scramble for want of help.

Almighty Lord,
assist me to find shelter in your celestial bounty forever.

Amen.

Psalm 88

O Lord, the God of my salvation,
I have cried out by day and in the night before You.
2 Let my prayer come before You;
Incline Your ear to my cry!
3 For my soul has had enough troubles,
And my life has drawn near to Sheol.
4 I am reckoned among those who go down to the pit;
I have become like a man without strength,
5 Forsaken among the dead,
Like the slain who lie in the grave,
Whom You remember no more,
And they are cut off from Your hand.
6 You have put me in the lowest pit,
In dark places, in the depths.
7 Your wrath has rested upon me,
And You have afflicted me with all Your waves. Selah.
8 You have removed my acquaintances far from me;
You have made me an object of loathing to them;
I am shut up and cannot go out.
9 My eye has wasted away because of affliction;
I have called upon You every day, O Lord;
I have spread out my hands to You.

10 Will You perform wonders for the dead?
Will the departed spirits rise and praise You? Selah.
11 Will Your lovingkindness be declared in the grave,
Your faithfulness in Abaddon?
12 Will Your wonders be made known in the darkness?
And Your righteousness in the land of forgetfulness?

13 But I, O Lord, have cried out to You for help,
And in the morning my prayer comes before You.
14 O Lord, why do You reject my soul?
Why do You hide Your face from me?
15 I was afflicted and about to die from my youth on;
I suffer Your terrors; I am overcome.
16 Your burning anger has passed over me;
Your terrors have destroyed me.
17 They have surrounded me like water all day long;
They have encompassed me altogether.
18 You have removed lover and friend far from me;
My acquaintances are in darkness.

Praying hard for you.

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Domine Iesu, dimitte nobis debita nostra, salva nos ab igne inferiori, perduc in caelum omnes animas, praesertim eas, quae misericordiae tuae maxime indigent. Amen.

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Hail Mary, full of grace,
the Lord is with Thee.
Blessed art Thou among women
And Blessed is the fruit of Thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God
Pray for us sinners now
and at the hour of our death.
Amen

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

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Hail Mary, full of grace,
the Lord is with Thee.
Blessed art Thou among women
And Blessed is the fruit of Thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God
Pray for us sinners now
and at the hour of our death.
Amen


Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death
Amen.

Mother Mary, St. Dymphna, St. Raphael, St. Joseph, all you holy angels, please intercede for the OP for her complete healing, and grant her much needed assistance.

May God pour out His Graces on you. May you find relief from your current situation and find His Peace. May you find peace at work and within your family.

I am praying for you. God bless.

Almighty, ever-living God, You give strength to the weary and new courage to those who have lost heart. Hear the prayers of all who call on You in any trouble that they may have the joy of receiving Your help in their need. Amen.

Holy Michael the Archangel defend us in the day of battle.
Be our safeguard against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray,
and do Thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host,
by the Power of God,
thrust down to hell, satan and all the wicked spirits,
who wander through the world for the ruin of souls.
Amen.

Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession and was left forsaken. Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you I come, before you I stand, a sorrowful sinner. Despise not my words, O Mother of the Word, but in your mercy, hear and answer me.
Amen

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