I have been struggling with my weight. I have gone from working out 30 min a week at the gym (brisk walking, never broke into a sweat) to working out every day at home with 30 Day Shred by Jillian Michaels AND Insanity by Shaun T, taking spinning and Les Mills Body Pump classes at the gym, swimming, planking, pilates, running on the treadmill 20 minutes a day. No result. I still weigh exactly the same. I eat normal meals, I don’t eat excessively or have midnight snacks, etc, and I cook healthy food.
My body is sore at any given moment and I can barely make it down the stairs in the morning because my legs and body are in great pain.
I’m starting to think that maybe God’s path for me, is to NOT be thin. I know God knows me better than I know myself, and if His will is for me to be overweight, I can’t defy His will. He is in control, not me.
Am I reading too much into it or is it very possible that God’s plan for my life could be as an overweight woman?