For about 2.5 months, I haven’t felt like going to Mass at all. My dad told me it’s because the devil wants me to stay where I’m at in life and not move on. Yesterday, I said the Divine Mercy Chaplet while watching EWTN for the first time in a long time; it made me feel great and at the same time humble.
Regarding Mass, should I force myself to go. There are a few reasons why I’m kind of “afraid” of going to Mass. For example, I have kind of developed a limp while I walk. For me, this is really embarrassing because I’m only 26 years old. Another reason is that (Due to mental illness) I have social phobia. I guess I feel like people are judging me and looking at me during Mass.
What can I do?
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