Recently I’ve been pumped more and more, feeling drawn to receive the Eucharist. I got confirmed tonight. I felt that I was struggling with silly things popping into my head (probably just part of worrying about not sinning before the events, especially the Eucharist).
I got to the praying over the bread and wine, and the transubstiaton and I believed that it really became Jesus, but I was confused on how to understand that and what way to grasp it.
I ate and drank, but I was wanting to do it with my mind focused on what I was doing, however I was preoccupied with the order of things and stuff (where to go) and my mind went blank as I did it.
Everything is fine right? I just remember telling myself “eat”/“drink” in my head. Lol I hope I didn’t do something wrong.