Sorry if it’s in the wrong category I just had a story to share.
So last night I was sitting in bed trying to sleep and not having very much luck when I started to have an odd OBE/sleep paralysis experience. I wasn’t really near sleep when it happened so that was abnormal. And I didn’t notice it happening it was kind of a transition. So I start to try to roll over but my body won’t go, only my soul. Amazed, I reached under my bed to see if I could phase through matter and stuff. I could! So my initial reaction was to try and keep going and see what happens, but that thought was a big no-no to my mind. I’d rather not be in a horror movie. Then I started thinking, wait am I dead!? I was kind of shocked at first because I didn’t feel any joy as I expected to, or a heavenly presence (probably because I wasn’t dead ) I started to go into panic mode, asking questions like can this really be my time? I haven’t gone to confession yet! Have I really achieved perfect contrition? Would God allow me to be slain before achieving any of the things in his name as I’d hoped? Then I just became at peace with myself thinking If it’s The Father’s will then I will give up my life after this my soul started ascending upwards, but as it got higher and higher it hit a bump and returned to my body. Stopping me short. This happened for a while before I came back to myself.
So I guess that was my thought process when I thought I was dying, any thoughts?