As far as I know palm sunday is tomorrow (at least where I am). My problem is that I have never attended a Palm Sunday mass therefore, I fear that I would be lost by attending it tomorrow.
As I probably mentioned before, I am prone to having serious panic attacks among any place that has large crowds (Church on Holy days of Obligation included) as the crowds at church on these days are much larger than normal. Sometimes just the thought of a large crowd at church is enough to make me stay at home due to fear, and anxiety. Due to the panic attacks that I am prone to, I usually avoid all holy days, and this is the reason why I have never been to a Palm Sunday Mass.
I would like to attend church tomorrow, if the crowd is not large I could probably stay, (otherwise I will end up running out of the church, and coming back home after a few minutes), BUT If I do end up staying for the entire mass, What should I do? What would it be like? I know they will be distributing palms, but Does the church give everyone palms? Do I have to bring my own palms? What am I supposed to do with them?
These are my questions. I would really appreciate some answers. Hopefully I would be able to stay. God alone knows if I would be running out of the church tomorrow, although I hope I won’t.