Last week i was at confession, i confessed my sins some of which i thought were mortal. When i left confession i began to fear i would lose the current state of grace my soul was at that time in. More i started fearing that i would commit mortal sin, more bad thoughts started to tempt me. I resisted for a while, but eventually gave in for a second probably and perhaps committed a mortal sin. Please advise me, what should i do to stop fearing mortal sin so much after confession. I will meet a priest concerning the issue don’t worry, but i was still hoping for a solid advice from you. That is the first issue.
The second issue is that i am going to a trip tomorrow for 5 days and there is probably no way of getting a confession till i arrive. I tried to go to confession the whole weekend but somehow i always had to postpone it. I tried to go today after the evening mass but i was sadly too late(i had a tight schedule) and i didn’t want to go to the pastor’s apartment since it was already late. Do you think i should of gone anyway? So what should i do, im going to a trip for 5 days and i can’t cancel it because my mother probably wouldn’t let me. Will i go to hell if i suddenly die on this trip? I’m planning to go to confession the next day i come from this trip.