Well, this is kind of personal. I’m not sure I should say anything but…I just checked the calendar and I’m about 6 days late. I wouldn’t normally think anything of it because sometimes a woman’s cycles can be a bit irregular, except that my temperature is also a bit high right now. It could just be from a cold but I don’t know.
So, this is the problem. I don’t really think I’m pregnant but my husband is suspicious, and well, I think he would resent me if I am. Our beautiful daughter isn’t even 6 months old yet, and I think we both worry about having two very little ones at once. I know I could handle it, but it wasn’t what we were hoping for exactly.
But the main thing is, he wanted to use contraception and I didn’t. I told him I wouldn’t, and so we haven’t been. Instead, I’ve been tracking my temperature, and I have been doing it every morning, but I think I may have done it wrong. He never really approved of this idea to begin with and hasn’t supported me at all.
He just kind of gave in to make me happy.
This morning I asked him if he would resent me (if I got pregnant again right away) for not using contraception, and he said, “That’s why I wanted to use contraception.”