I don’t know how to approach this so please be patient with me while I stumble through this.
I want to pray for and accept God’s Will in my life.
My Wife is in fairly advanced stages of Alzheimers and I want God to heal her, if it be for the Glory of His name and the good of her soul.
If healing is not God’s Will I don’t want her to suffer any longer than is necessary.
Especially since I know that God Loves her and she will be happier with Him than here with me, I wonder if I should even ask God to heal her, and yet I must ask for my own selfish reasons. I am not seeking any gain or recognition for myself, but I am selfish about my Love for this lady and want her with me and healthy.
I want to promise God everything in order to gain her health, Yet I also know how weak and inconstant I am in my faith.
I also want peace about all of this.
I know that we are to accept God’s will. I also know that we should ask and keep on asking. Yet the two seem incompatable.
I guess I need some words of wisdom and comfort about how to pray about this matter. Perhaps some dialogue will help me sort some of this out.
My apologies for all of the “I-me-my” in this post but figured I’d just blurt everything out and let others comment.
If I don’t respond quickly it is because tomorrow will be busy and I may not get on the computer until late if at all.
Thanks in advance for your help.