did He know He was going to be tortured and die?
i think He did. so i think about life knowing this. did He have good times? like the wedding where He makes water to wine. did He have fun at the wedding? did He sit at night with the stars and know peace? were the Apostles His friends?
i think i want this for Jesus.
a friend tells me to imagine that i am with Jesus when He is alive. tell Him things like i am sitting next to Him. do you think people did this with Him?