I have been very reluctant to post this as I really don’t want to come across as whinging. But…
Life is really getting on top of me lately. This past month has been one problem after another and none of them small!!!
I have financial problems, major problems with my house, I am separated from my husband, my daughter is not doing too well in her final year of school.
That same daughter wanted to contact her dad (he’s the father to 4 of my 5 children) whom we haven’t seen for 12 years (he left when my then youngest was 5 months old and never looked back) and he has agreed to see her (Aaaaaahhhhhh… HIM back in our lives! 12 years of struggling to bring up 4 children alone and him giving me $10 a month!!)
Also, my brother behaved very badly in regard to my children and is furious at me for confronting him with it and wants nothing more to do with me, he says.
My one year old was in hospital with asthma again and I seem to be sick all the time!!! (everytime he is in hospital, i come out with gastro and two weeks before that I had a terrible flu)
It’s all getting me down and I do trust God, I know it’s His will, but I think He’s been a bit hard on me lately… then again, I shouldn’t complain, it could be worse.
What do other’s do when they have sooo many problems that they cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel? I feel so trapped by circumstances. I try to pray and offer it up but my children are suffering because I’m not coping with things. Please remember me in your prayers… thanks