I’ve been thinking about this for awhile and just can’t figure a good way to explain it but I’d like to ask advice, opinion, thoughts - any input, on this…
The greatest thing that has ever happened to me in my life has came about through serious sin.
I spent many years away from the Church and committed many sins. As a result of at least one very serious sin, I am now married to the Love of my Life.
I know that we are meant to be together and I thank God for her daily, but I also struggle a bit because — well – did God bring her to me through this sin or what???
I know I’m being a bit silly about it and that God has forgiven me my past and all, but still - it sometimes troubles me. Partly it is because I am still reminded of the terrible hurt that my sin brought on others. Partly it is because I often here about how people ask God to send them their perfect Spouse (which she is)…But how could he send her to me through sin? :shrug:
Has anyone else felt this way - Or are in a similar situation.
Sorry for the rambling and disjointed nature of this…