What I really want is for you to be prepared for some things. Namely, that you will run into things that make you grimace, or worse, because they are not things that you believe, but they are things that the Church affirms. It’s very likely to happen to most of us who are embroiled in the world. Now, in the future, and in the past.
Catholicism, like a real and true, deeply spiritual Catholicism, is very much counter-culture to the way the world works.
I only hope that you trust first, and remember the Scripture. “There is a way that seems good to a man, but it’s end is the way of death,” “Rest not on your own understanding,” and “There was no king in Israel in those days; each man did what was right according to his own eyes.”
Trust in the Church of Christ! When you have questions or need things clarified because they are hard to accept (remember, many of Christ’s own followers abandoned him when he said that they must eat his body and drink his blood!) come back here for help.
Peace of Christ!