I feel like my head is spinning. Advice online from different Catholics telling me different things, ministries the this family supports putting out anti-Catholic stuff, my husband, while being more sympathetic lately, still has plenty of arguments to pull out, My friends in RL are pushing me one way, my online friends are terrifically anti-Catholic. I have a couple of good Orthodox friends, too.
I am like a spinning top, with so many influences. How am I supposed to know the truth that sets me free? I pray that the Holy Spirit would guide me, but I’m not the pope, and I don’t think is a thing sensibly decided by ‘where I’m comfortable’ on any things.
I realize the irony of posting this here, and inviting yet more voices into the room, but I am drowning, not waving, and I would appreciate any thing anyone has that can help me navigate through this tangle.