I got back from a wonderful trip to Europe Sunday afternoon and now I’m leaving for a church trip tomorrow morning. Then, I come back, have mouth surgery (second phase of tooth implant), pack up, and leave for college two weeks later. I’m wicked excited and can’t wait.
But today, I’m just feeling horribly depressed and bored. I especially miss my boyfriend right now, but other than that, I don’t know why I’m so down. Is it because I’m leaving? Because so many things are ending for me? I don’t know. I feel like I did before I left for Europe: alone, scared, and unsure of myself. While I was in Europe, I felt amazing. I was still on quite a high (as well as jet lagged) for several days. Now I just feel sad. Why?