I’m sorry for bothering everyone here with the same ol’ song and dance, I just don’t know where else to go with my thoughts and feelings. I just found out today that my husband is living with someone…it’s not even one of the women I knew about. Well I can’t say for certain that he’s living with her but she does spend the night and whole weekends at his “new” home with him and drives him around in his “new” car. I knew something like this was going on, but for it to be confirmed is a whole different ball of wax, I felt like I got punched in the gut :crying: when I was given this news.
I’m not even sure exactly what hurts and bothers me about it since this is his M.O., this is what he does…it doesn’t surprise me…perhaps it’s knowing that being replaced so quickly could only mean that I never meant anything to him that my children don’t mean anything to him :nope:. I wish it didn’t hurt, I wasn’t able to eat anything today…with divorce papers drawn up and everything it still hurt and I hate myself for allowing those feelings. I shouldn’t hurt, I need to be strong, but I’m alone and lonely…wondering what will become of us and praying that he will repent someday so that we can meet again in heaven.
To top it all off he called and left a message that he needed to get some cd’s out of the house and he didn’t want to have to bring the police over to get them :bigyikes: can you believe that!!! He does what he does and still has the gall to threaten me :banghead: I called my attorney about it and he told me to tell him not to be threatening me because the one looking ridiculous would be him after his picture was all over the front page of the paper. I called him back and left a message not to be threatening me and that he would get his cd’s…I told him I would give them to mutual friends, but I didn’t want to see him or any of his accomplise friends. He also said he got the hint that I didn’t want to work on the marriage anymore since he had recieved the divorce papers…on the same message I told him I didn’t know why he was surprised I was giving him what he wanted considering he was living with other women…what did he expect was going to happen!!!
I’m feeling physically bad, like I said I haven’t been able to eat, dizzy spells, etc. I wish I wasn’t putting my unborn baby through this, it can’t be easy to grow in the belly of a women who loses her appetite when she’s stressed Again, sorry for unloading this on all of you…I don’t want to sound like a big baby, thanks for your prayers and support :blessyou:.