I have been knocked down from friends and life in general and now, I feel battered like a ship in a storm. I am drained of energy, in my heart/spirit and have lost my vicor. I’m usually a perky person but find I weep every day and can’t seem to snap out of it. I let people take advantage of me thinking I had to give until it caused me to almost break down. Plus, my Dad also has dementia and and I live with him. It’s getting harder for me to be his primary caregiver because I suffer with illnesses that hurt every day and the stress that is heaped on me is now becoming unmanageable. All of this combined is killing me and I need help. (I’m in tears writing this.)
I pray to God every day for relief and strength but I know I need assistance to make my prayers more intensive. “When two or more are gathered in His Name” etc. I will continue to pray without ceasing and please know I will pray for you too.