Please pray for me! I have so many worries.
I’m interviewing for a job next week that will bring me closer to the man I want to be with, but I’m so consumed with worry.
For example, if I’m offered this job, it will pay less than what I currently make and put me in a higher rent market and it’s a big risk to move there, if he decides to change his mind.
I know he wants children. He keeps talking about our future children. And I’m worried, because I’m 41, that I may not be able to easily have children, and what if this is a deal breaker? (I know he’s not very excited about adoption.)
I want this to work. I do love him and I want to be with him, but this is seriously scary business.
I’ve had a lifetime of rejection and I don’t know that I can face any more. I realize this is probably some kind of cold feet, but I need prayer. Please pray for me.
(I’m not looking for advice, so please avoid giving it or making judgments about the relationship. But if you’re moved to do so, please simply pray for me.)