So nearly two years ago I changed schools and was thrown into a new group of people and as a result started doing some horrible things to fit in and impress people. I started on the pill (which drastically changed my mood), I drank a lot and lost my virginity to someone I thought cared about me, but instead broke my heart. This started a bad downward spiral of promiscuous behavior. After a few months I stopped everything completely, realizing how bad it was. I have repented, returned to the church and have devoted my life to serving God and the community in a Catholic way. I truly know now the right way to live and believe God never left my side during this period…my question is, do you think a devout Catholic man will want to marry me knowing all this? I want love and children more than anything, but telling my future soul mate about this scares me to my core.