Not that im looking for a guy or anything. Im only 19 & i feel i have to focus on my education first & then think about the rest, getting married etc.
But seriously whats wrong with catholic guys these days, im not sure whats going on, why are they making the wrong choices when they know it will affect them in the long run. I sometimes feel its hard to find a honest healthy young guy who is strong with its religion & loves, & trust god before anything. A while back i met a guy in church he is 2 years older than me nice guy, had me fooled i thought we could have something, but that guys was horrible. He smoked weed, dropped out of high school & was unemployed working at a agency for like weeks & then was laid off. He was a smart kid, very lovable & was a good friend, and he said that he really had a strong relationship with god, but yet i cnt understand why your addiction to a drug is much stronger than the love you have for god. I know im nobody to judge why because im probably worst, not in the same aspect as him, but i cuss when im mad even though im really trying my best to stop i catch myself before i say any bad word, & other stuff bt why not change for a better life for the future. Arent they interested in one day forming a family living like god wants us to live. In my church most of the guys their smoke weed, or are dating one girl and dating another one & claiming they love them when they have only had like weeks dating someone. What is our generation turing into. & believe me im scared that i wont find that ideal person not perfect, & i dnt ask for much, but most teens now a days are just all about partying drinking drugs, and all that kind of stuff. I have my fun, i go out bt i dnt do things that i know i will regret later. I just hope that one day guys change for the better for their future & that may god lead their ways to healthier lives & better futures to make their families proud & them selves.