I just hung up the phone with my stbx…and he was calling to tell me how much he MISSES me:eek:!!! Can you believe that:mad:…the nerve!!!
He said “I know I shouldn’t be telling you this, but I miss you very much…” I told him “I’m sure the current woman in your life wouldn’t appreciate you telling me this…” he replied that just because she was in his life didn’t mean it was the person he wanted, yada yada yada:rolleyes:. Then he said that it didn’t have to mean anything, what the heck does that mean??? He just wanted me to know, that he missed us and loved us:confused:, where the heck does he come up with this stuff??? And the most interesting part of all this is that he was stone cold SOBER:eek:, I think that’s why he’s got me like this:mad:. Had he been drunk I’d be able to chalk it up to the alcohol…but SOBER, what is he trying to do? He also asked me if I missed him or if I ever missed him, what does it matter:confused: ???
The only thing I can think of that might have triggered this is that when I was at the healing service today, with Sr. Briege M. McKenna, I begged Jesus to heal people in my family and I especially asked for his healing…even though he’s done what he’s done he is my son’s father. It takes every bit of me to pray for him because he’s caused me so much pain, but I have to…I just have to.
What do you all think? It really doesn’t mean anything to me because nothing he says or does would EVER make me go back to him, but I hate it when he does this because it unsettles me so, I’m trying to move on and this doesn’t help:mad:!!!